here comes the bitch.

The diva in my team finally showed her true colors. And it's ugly. :(

So uncooperative, selfish and annoying.
She even went home half way while everyone waiting for their turn to rehearse.

Since i'm the director, choreographer, costume designer and final decision maker for everything related to the show...
Can't wait to see what costume i'm going to 'give' her for the show.
Muahahahahahaha.

The moral of the story :
Do not mess with a bitch, if you are powerless. ;p

oops ... i did it again.

I was at the petrol station filling up the petrol. While waiting, i suddenly thought of some dance steps that i can use for my show. So i started to tap my feet, a bit of arm movement. Hmm.. not bad. Ahh.. maybe a body roll at the end will be nice. So i tried. Yup.. perfect.

Then i saw this woman in the car next to me, watching me 'dancing'.
Malunyerrr......

It's Friday.
Have a great weekend weekend everyone. :)

rolling ...

Yup.. i've started with the main project. So far so good ( finger crossed ). Only detected a 'diva' in the group. Hmm .. might need to change the approach, cos there cannot be 2 divas in a group. ;p

Btw, things been looking good since after raya.
I'm officially fully booked with jobs till mid December!
And i'm actually working on 4 job at the same time.
I can only die, no room for falling sick. :(

Wish me good health... same to everyone else.
Have a great week people. :)

hello stranger 2.

Tomorrow, i'll be meeting up with 30 strangers to work on a new project for 8 weeks.
Wish me luck. :)

I wonder how many of them will keep in touch with me after 8 weeks?

p/s : hopefully there will be some gorgeous people to work with.. hehehe ;p

not enough.

I was in a room with lots of people.
People that i love and close to me.
Suddenly we got into an argument.
And everyone started to blame me on something.
I finally stood up and shouted back ..

Is it what that i do is not enough?
Or i'm just never good enough for you people?

What a dream... :(

designed.

I thought i was designed to enjoy the 'alone' daily life.
And surprisingly ... :(

Is it the 'age'?
Or it's just appears during festive season? ;p

love and admire.

What's wrong with using my own picture as the wallpaper for my phone?
I cannot love or admire myself issit? ;p

What is the wallpaper for your phone?

phewwww !

Due to the new project, i need to cancel some of my classes in gym for 9 weeks... 2 months!!!

I thought they will drop my class and replace with other programs cos 2 months is really a bit too long ( i also a bit paiseh when i told them ;p ). But surprisingly they are ok with it. They will find a replacement to temporarily conducting my classes. And i can go back teaching once i finished my project. So i don't have to worry on not enough class after the project.. Yayyyy!!!

I feel very lucky. :)

Or i'm just too good that they have to have me?
Muahahahaha ( syok sendiri ;p )

detaching.

Not easy.

Especially when i'm already very comfortable with it.
Wish to have more strength to do it, but at the same time i hope i ... fail. :(

hello stranger.

Just learned a very meaningful thing today ...

' Strangers are friends you have yet to meet. '

Hello strangers,

It is a great honor to know you all. :)

cold feet.

It's been my dream to do a show to pay tribute to the Pop Divas. And now i have the opportunity to do it ( something like celebrity idols dance performance ). And i'm having cold feet .. major cold feet.
Cos doing someone so popular is a do or die situation. People will have certain expectation when they see those names.

What if my Gaga is not weird enough?
What if my MJ is too divaish?
What if my Madonna is too Kylie?
What if ....

Am having headache compiling the RIGHT ( iconic ) song for each celebrity.
Can help?

What is the first song/scene that came to your mind when i say ..

a) Micheal Jackson ( this one terpaksa buat one ;p )
b) Lady Gaga
c) Madonna
d) Beyonce
e) J Lo
f) Shakira
g) who else that is very iconic ( easy to recognize based on the look/costumes )

obsessed.

The best way to overcome an obsession is to get a new thing to be obsessed with.
I think.

Luckily, i might have a new obsession real soon... like tomorrow morning. :)

Anyone obsessed with anything lately?

taste of life.

sometimes i'm sweet, sometimes i'm sour..
but most of the time .. i'm just spicy ( or some called it 'hot' ;p ).
and occasionally ... i'm bitter.

what is the taste of your life?

am in a 'too free' period.
just finished a big project, and now waiting for another to start.
a bit pathetic. cos dunno what to do.... ;(

new addiction.

Those who know me should know that i am not a 'physical' person.
I don't like to hold hands, place hand on shoulder, giving the tai-tai style air-kiss ( so the pretentious ;p ) or duduk himpit-himpit with others, even close friends.

But lately ( exactly 2 Saturdays ago ), i think i'm addicted to something .. something called a HUG.
Not sure why but i just feel like a hug represent thousands and millions of words and feelings that one would want to express. And it definitely makes a lot of people feel warmer and happier. I am one of them.

For the past 2 weeks, i've hugged so many times ( more times than i ever hugged in 35 years ).
And i'm loving each and every time i do it. :)

Any hug-lover in the house?

pride.

Here's the dance clip of our performance.
Best personal achievement so far :)))

Glad and honored to work with them. :)
Hopefully more projects / hangouts with the team in future.
Love you all. :)

the fruit.

After a series of insomnia, stress, sweat, tears and weight lost .. 

this is what i ( we, my team ) got...

It was really a pleasant surprise cos i only aim for 3rd place!
And the best thing is .. i'm now officially in the panel choreographers' list.
Meaning more jobs in the near ( like starting next week ) future.
Yay...

Lastly, hopefully i'll be active again in my blog. :)
Have great week ahead everyone.

the sign.

Gosh ... this is my longest hiatus in my blog. ;(

I've been receiving signs from my body since 2 weeks ago .. hinting me to take a rest , which i can't afford to :(

Went to collect 3 items from my supplier. Went off without item #3 ... forgot. It's too late when my supplier called me about it. Told him will collect the day after.
Reached home. Unloaded item #1 & #2 at the lobby then parked my car. Met and chatted with my neighbor on the way from parking lot to lobby. End up taking time #1 to my house, leaving item #2 in the lobby. Only realized it the next day when i was on the way out!!!

Canceled too many classes, due to the project as well as tireness. Almost fainted in the class on Friday ( so the dramatic kan? basal.. my style ;p ). Totally weak, none of my movement that day was sharp. :(

Rested yesterday and today.. but the haze is not helping. :(
2 more weeks to go...
Praying for a good health.

Take good care of yourselves everybody. :)
Have a great week ahead.

i hope you 'long piak' ( 撞墙 )

.. is something that i would like to say to a pretentious diva i saw yesterday. He was walking and texting in the crowded mall. Most of the people walking towards his direction have to make way for him cos he was too busy texting. And the best thing is, he was wearing a super huge mak datin sunglasses, in door. ;(

Sorry la. Super busy and stressed lately. Need to do some bitching to destress. ;p
Happy mid week everyone.

day 3.

It's the 3rd day working on my new project.
Current body and mind status :

行尸走肉

One more day till long weekend holiday for everyone, but i'm still be teaching.
Ahhh .. life is so beautiful when you have no time to think of anything ugly. :)

disability.

Some people can't walk.
Some people can't see.
Some people can't hear.

And some people can't edit what's in their mind and just blurt it out. ( although that's the truth ;p )
That's me. :(

What is your disability.